I
grew up in dysfunctional home, as many of you have. The only experience I had
with any kind of religion was with my next door neighbors, I attended their
Mormon cult a half dozen times. Even then the Lord had His hand on my life. All
I remember of those experiences was the free 7-11 slurpie they gave me
afterwards. (After all, that was the only reason I went. Take that
devil!)
By the time I was 18 years old I had been detained in the
Juvenile facility numerous times and had been through 2, 30-day $18,000 drug
programs and one, 1-year program. I decided at that time to enlist in the Navy.
Because I was no longer permitted in my parents home, or any other
relatives for that matter. I figured they could baby sit me better that I
could. That went well for a little while.
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I was rapidly advancing in rank and position until I
met Meth. (Meth-amphetamine that is.) Within 2-years of my enlistment I was
being discharged under dishonorable conditions, (ouch, that hurt) but
apparently not bad enough to stop me, or the enemy that gripped and controlled
my life.
Life continued to go straight down into the pits of, you no
where. Drinking and driving was a daily experience with 7 DUIs to show
for my stupidity. (Thank God I never hurt or killed anyone with that deadly
weapon.) I was in and out of jail and recovery homes and each time I left, I
really felt like, I had it licked this time (I, being the key word here). Over
the next 10 years I used, manipulated and hurt every person who ever cared
about me.
Suicide became the only real option for me. After a couple of
failed attempts I realized I was too scared to go through with something like
that, so I decided to do it like my dad did. I would drink and drug myself to
death. I was well on the road of self-destruction and I was willing to take
whoever got in my way with me.
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In 1992
I was in and out of the hospital, being pumped with vitamins for
malnutrition. I was unable to hold down any food and I was having DTs
daily. It would take about a pint of 80 proof whatever (usually whatever I
could steal) just to get to the feeling of what I thought was normal. My liver
was beginning to show signs of cirrhosis, and I was told I would die within a
couple of years if I continued. (Mission accomplished, so I thought, but God
had a plan!)
In 1993 I went to jail for the 7th DUI. By now I was sick
and tired of being sick and tired. The judge offered me prison for 16 months.
Ill take it, I thought, Its the only way to clean
up, and I knew I was ready. Again, God had other plans. At the last
minute my sentence was changed to 1-year County jail and 1-year in a program.
(This was the 7th time in a program for me).
I stayed clean and sober
through Narcotics Anonymous and Alcoholics Anonymous for 3 ½ years. But
my life was still a mess. I stole, I cussed, I used everyone I could to make me
feel better about me.
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There
was still something missing, something inside me cried out to be loved. I
knew I needed something different, I just couldnt put a finger on it. I
became very active in the Narcotics Anonymous program and they told me I needed
to get a Higher Power, they said it could be anything but myself.
Early in recovery I began to pray to this, Higher Power but I
called Him God. A very dear but very persistent friend of mine started asking
me to go to church with him. I finally ran out of excuses and told him I would
go if he would get off by back about it afterwards; he agreed.
That
Sunday morning was the beginning of a new life for me. That love I so longed
for gripped my heart and for the first time in my life I had finally found what
I was looking for and He had a name. His name was and is Jesus Christ. God
began to work in my life in a rapid way. I read the bible, cover to cover, in
under 6 months and the Lord gave me a great understanding of His Word. I was
asked to speak at a youth meeting after knowing the Lord for only 90 days. My
Pastor put me to work in the Turning Point Ministry (working with drug addicts
and alcoholics).
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I
gave my life to Jesus on Dec. 15. 1996 and in March 1997, 3 months later, I
had an experience with the spirit of God that dramatically changed my life.
That very day I stopped swearing, I stopped smoking, I stopped stealing and
lying. I went home and sold everything I owned, gave the money to my church and
moved in with a Christian friend.
Within 2-years my Pastor asked me to
be his associate. I was so moved and humbled that I wept for 3 days every time
I thought of the awesomeness of God. I served the Lord and the man of God with
all my heart, my mind and my soul for the next 2 years. During this time the
Lord gave me the desire of my heart by sending me my beautiful wife. He has
since blessed us with an adopted 7 year-old girl named Harmony and precious
baby boy named Justus. God is truly good to His children.
Every time the
church doors were open I was there. At the end of this 2-year period the Lord
began to birth a Ministry in my heart that was separate from my mentors
ministry.
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In August of 2000, the Lord
moved my wife and I to Santa Paula, California, away from our families, our
friends and our Pastors to pioneer our own work. In September 2000 we opened
the doors to Light of Life Ministries. Everyday we serve God, everyday we seek
Him, and His will for our lives is where we have found that joy unspeakable.
Its been almost one year since we started and although we are still small
in numbers we sure are big in spirit. He has been with us every step of the way
and most of the time He has carried us. We serve the Lord with a grateful heart
and we are blessed to be called by His name. Make no mistake about it; what God
has done in less than 5 years in my life and through my life is all Gods
doing. It is only through tears of gratitude that I am even able to write this
testimony. For I know that I am nothing without God and I am very careful to
give Him all the glory forever and ever, amen.
In His Everlasting
Love,
Pastor Ron Wilson _____________
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